I have-

-come to the conclusion that you, sir, are a dick.  This opinion may be completely irrational, but here is my logic (logic that I came up with now after I had already formulated my opinion):

You don't do shit for me when I do countless things for you.
You probably aren't telling me shit I really need to know, because if I did know, you wouldn't be acting the way you are.
And, relating back to the previous, you can't be happy for me. 

And I try to be a good friend, but when I try to talk to you now, you're ignoring me.  So, way to be a dick and way to be not a good friend.  It's not that hard to fucking care about your friends.  Meh.

Anyway, that aside, (although slightly related to the next subject, maybe, assuming that the previous argument was based on facts), I will be going up to Pennsylvania in July with Rebecca Hoffman :D  I am very excited!  You have no idea!  But we would be going up there (unless we change our minds again) the night of the third (so we can be there for the fourth) and then follow her sister and Marisa home on the tenth.  Here's a list of things I am specifically excited for:

Meeting the ginger's friends/family.
Shenaniganing around the town
It's an adventure!
Getting to meet Ryan :D

Probably the most excited for the latter...just saying.

Also, I'm graduating soon.  More excitement :D

Hard Reset

Quickly summarizing this:  was a bitch, he left for a week, all contact eliminated during that time. 

What happened was something I knew was going to end up happening.  I'm not going to make it out to be more than it is anymore.  I probably talked to them too much, and you just get to the point that the only thing that can possibly happen is to lessen communication.  It was rough adjusting to the change for about a day or so.  I should feel bad that I'm so well-adjusted already.  Who knows what bombshell will go off when(/if) things are attempted to go back to normal.  I can make the switch in my head easily.

Anyway.  I am very happy with the way things are going at the moment.  Even if the person I like lives six hours away. 

Sometimes life is difficult when your personal (lack of) religious beliefs seems to put you at a disadvantage.  You want to have the same ending as everyone else, but you know you'll have to lie to yourself to get that way.

Decisions

There comes a part in your life when you have to make certain decisions about what important events you want to spend to which people.  I'm having a tough time making that decision at the moment, and it makes me sad.  I don't really know how to progress.  I could stay in my safe zone and be happy and let everything else go, or make an attempt to branch away, at the high risk that my safe zone won't be there when I need it to be.  Do I really want to make a mess of something that's already functioning properly?  I'm not an addict, I just like something that's predictable.